Scumbag !

Perangai kau memang macam CB .

Eh bodoh , aku sumpah bengang dgn manusia mcm kau . Takde hotak ke kau . Bebal sgt ke kau ?

Aku kira masih boleh sabar la bodoh dengan kau , tapi igt ah , setiap orang ada tahap kesabaran sendiri . Kau memang le manusia jenis tak fikir perasaan orang lain . Tapi gila bastard perangai berader . Otak lu takde ke bangkrek !

Dengan perangai mcm setan , kau berlagak naw nak dapat pengawas ah ? Eh , semua orang kata nampak sangat kau hamak gila lah jawatan tu . Its a perfect fool untuk orang yang vote kau . Bak kata kawan aku , DEPAN AWEK , PERGH PUNYA LEMAH LEMBUT MAMAT NI . BAIK JE AN MUKA . PADAHAL LAKHNAT JE . belakang , mcm harem jaddah perangai kau . Nasib baik la aku perempuan la . Konon kau boleh nak pijak lagi laa , kau kan jenis pijak maruah orang tanpa fikir .

Kau fikir balik laaa . Patut ke kau cakap anak orang kafir ? Perlu ke aku tanya kau jendol ? Please stop all of this bulllshit yang kau tgh laksanakan . Fikir la , dalam sekelip mata orang boleh hancurkan hidup kau . Sabar jela , one day , ada hari untuk kau jugak . Suffers lah kau mat oi.

Patut ke kau lemparkan ayat yang bersangkut paut dengan family orang ? Kau fikir kau alim sangat ? Come one . muka kau ? Hampeh laaa , tapayah tunjuk baik janda ! Konon kau solat lima waktu sehari semalam laa . Puii lah kau . Eh , kau ada CCTV kat rumah aku ke nak cakap mak bapak aku tak solat . Weh , depan biji mata aku sendiri le parents aku solat penuh . Sumpah demi Allah !

Manners kau mana ? Kau berakal ke weh kalau kau lemparkan ayat yang sumpah teruk gila kat anak orang . Salah yang dia buat memang le kira teruk , tapi kau sampai nak selitkan hal hal family orang asal ? Fikir la sakit kan hati kau kalau manusia mana entah kutuk family kau ?

Please la , orang dah cukup benci kau . Jangan tambahkan lagi . Kau memang mat tembok nombor satu . Top of the list lah aku cakap kau .

Psst ,

kau memang tak beragama

dan takde iman walau sejemput pun

kalau kau lemparkan ayat tu lagi :D

Sulung . 24 . Single . Beautiful . Talented . Wise . Respectful

Nazira Abidin :)

Well , kita mulakan dengan Bismillah :)

Nama diberi Nazira Abidin but then dia gelar diri dia Jia dari kecil . Tapi disebabkan aku pelat R masa kecil2 dulu , it turn to Kak Lah . Hehehe . Kesian :) Aku tak pernah baik dengan dia , sebab perbezaan umur yang melampau . But then , this year , macam makin rapat pulokk dehh .

Pelik ==' tapi it comforts me . I love her . She is my sister . Dia bagi advices kuruskan badan , hormat orang tua and mcm2 lagi . Dia la yang ajar nak pakai shawl , Nak dress up , make up , jaga makan , beli baju, kasut , and such . By now , she's getting older and definitely wiser . I can see her changing bit by bit . It hurts to see how confident she is , and how easy her life is know cause I;m barely gripping my future and she is almost achieving it .

Bila bergaduh , Ouh God , hanya Allah je tahu betapa ganasnya . And I didn't fight with all my strength cause I'm afraid I might hurt her .

Talented :) Her voice :) Superb .Dan dia boleh buat mcm2 suara masa menyanyi , tapi geli bila dia turn into deep sensational voice . EEyuhhh ! Hahaha . Miangmiang .She won Suara Sensasi at Uniten :) Juara lagi tu :O Woah !

Sedih suara aku tak sedap :(

Well , terlampau banyak nak tulis . Penat dah . Banyak lagi , but then , malas . Nazira Abidin . Thank you . I appreciate you ;) * Dia yang ajar mcm mana nak eja APPRECIATE

I'm glad your happy , and I do pray for your happiness and future <3

She said this to me : i love u so much.be a gud girl !! but maintain ur rockness sampai tua!

For you people .

I'm going back to school . Pray for me . Final exam :O . Mencuakkan ........

I'll do my best . My mama is counting on me . I love her :)

GOOD FAKE

Innocence , Sympathy , Sincerity , Serenity

Innocence :) because guys can't resist that wide - eyed doll - like look . Keep your eye area as fresh and clean as possible . Banish all dark circle :) Moisten eyes keep them looking wet and watery with a few drops of lubricant eye drops - especially if you're batting some lashes

Girly Innocence

1. smiling sweetly

2. Acknowledge something with a little gasp , or answering with a gentle ' is that so? '. Try to keep your voice as close as to your natural one so you don't wittingly grate the nerves of those around you

3. Putting your hand to your mouth when giggling as opposed to a hearty and booming laugh :D

4. Flutter your lashes to within an inch of their lives ( Winkwink ;) )

Sympathy :(

Try comforting and show empathy by saying , ''Oh no you poor girl '' or '' I totally understand what you mean'', when when your not exactly - close girlfriend comes over to your place to gripe about her relationship woe . Strokes her arm as she speaks and nod in agreement whenever she berates that cheating scumbag

Sincerity :)

Be gracious . Go up to her and and simply says '' congratulations' and smile warmly . Even if you don't like her .

Serenity :O

When it comes to that loudmouth or whiney friend take adeep breath and count to ten . It's cliched, but hey , it works . Be optimistic and think of the day when you'll finally be rewarded handsomely for your work . A smile will naturally appear on your face :)

I've moved on

Huhhh . blogging as you all can see :D

Okay , the subject '' I've moved on'' sebenarnya untuk people yang pernah bercouple dan adatlah anda 'bercerai' :) So , after reading cleo , I guess I should post this .

Mesti korang semua rasa macam ''URGH < KENAPA JUMPA DIA KAT SINI '' kalau terjumpa kat mana mana after the relationship is over . Seriously , if the couple is over , meeting eye to eye can be quite awkward .

So here are THREE things you should do ..

1. Make eye contact

Instead of staring , retain your self - respect by pretending to be the bigger person . If you bump into him or her , be confident , look them straight in the eye , smile and make small talk. Jangan tunjukkan korang care about him or her can be the sweetest form of revenge ;D

2. Keep your distance :)

Mana lah tahu kan korang terpaksa menghadiri suatu party maybe , and he or she is also be present , keep your distance .Don't make the mistake of allowing him or her in to your personal space . Stay at arm's length from him or her so he or she's is close by , BUT NOT TOO CLOSE . Chat for no longer than FIVE MINUTES as you don't want things to start awkward and stilled

3. Try to move on

Keep telling yourself, '' I"M LOVING BEING SINGLE" even if you miss him or her a lot.Grit your teeth and force yourself to look like you've moved on and are content WITHOUT him . Life has to go on and you shouldn't waste another precious second of it wallowing in self - pity

But then , single is the best ultimatum :)

This Raya

Pulau Pinang la , apa lagi tahun ni :D

We had gila best punya moments masa raya . But someone being so selfish nak sangat balik awal . Grr , menyirap . Suka sangat lah beraya dekat Penang . Rasa suasana raya . Semua orang buat kerja . Macam wonderpet :) The rendang was superb . Makan lepat pisang . Ouh gosh sukanya :D

Satu sebab kenapa aku suka raya Penang : The older you are , the bigger the money <3CECHING ! [konon bunyi duit laaa]

Theme tahun ni . PINK and BLUE

Macam terceria lebih je tahun ni .

I LOVE this year Raya's picture :D

Jiran sebelah ;)

Gila TOP mama kau masak

Baru balik dari open house rumah oang kaya ;D

Grr . Disebabkan Helmi Zulfadly , [open house rumah dia sebenarnya ] aku makan banyak gila . Err , gila melambak tambah . Gosh , aku lapar sangat kot . Pandai ayah dia buat daging salai . Gila masyuk ah . SUPERB ! We are the last datang beraya rumah dia . Gila lama berborak ;)

Rasa perut macam nak meletup man . But then keep on going . Hehe . Lapar doh . Jubah aku nak terkoyak agaknya ;) After dah makan aku jalan2 jap kat luar rumah dia . Hehe . Rumah orang kaya macam dia memang banyak tangga ah . Ada satu spot aku suka ni . Hehe . Dekat tangga sebelah tempat BBQ , Hehe , kalau dating [terbaik !]

Mama dia baik :D

Ayah dia raged lagi vogue gitu ;)

Adik dia comell [mcm empunya blog ah]

After dah pukul 10 kitorang balik . The last person tu , nak turun tangga rumah dia ke rumah aku boleh pulak terjatuh . Eh aku rasa bodoh . Tapi apa boleh buat .

Pakcik , thanks ;) Nanti aku bagi kuih raya

!

Ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't fallen in love with

* statement di atas hanya kerana bajet poyo . Hoi , aku suka kau la

Yamamoto Yusuke <3

This guy , Ouh man sangat la comell . Gila suka dekat dia . Start noticing him bila dia muncul berlakon jadi physic [uwaaa ! ] dalam drama Hanazakari No kimitachi . Then dia ada berlakon dalam cerita Atashinci No Danshi . Sebagai seorang yang anti perempuan dan top model di Japan :D

Masa kat Penang , aku baca majalah Jepun [ bukan aku yang baca la , kakak saudara bacakan] ada info pasal kissing . Haha . Yamamoto Yusuke telah menang tempat pertama sebagai lelaki yang tercalon dlm list ciri2 lelaki yang sedap dicium . Haha . Tapi mmg bibir dia pout gila :)

Hehehehehehe [aku dok alek sengih bila teringat majalah tu ] miang sgt ke eh ?

Who cares . I admire him <3

baby , It's hard .

It's seriously hard .

tipu kalau aku kata dgn senangnya aku lupa kau . Shit penipu . People kata , yang menolak kita tu lah yang lagi hebat kita nak :(

I can't stop . Kesiannya aku orang kata . Tapi berat lagi bahu orang yang menanggung tu . After months , aku tak boleh lagi nak kuatkan diri . Even aku berpura pura . It hurts . Sakitnya.

I want to feel TOBELOVED tu . Entah . Nak kata desperate ? mayba darl . Seriously , kalau korang kena apa yang aku kena , korang akan nangis . Aku sgt teruk masa awal2 kena dulu . Hanya Allah je tahu . Tapi sebab benda bodoh tu , aku jadi kuat baik mcm dulu . And aku lebih pandang jalan Allah . I learnt the value of friendship . Ahh enough la pasal kau !

I miss this guy * orang lain ok . bukan mamat atas tu .

He was [WAS] the best . Dia sangat baik . I regret mcm mana kitorang boleh mcm hell tak bertegur and saling benci . Entah , maybe aku je rasa mcm tu . Tapi I miss my soul (dia la tu )

He was like mcm * apa ayat aku ni . Dia macam abang .

Masa form three , aku nangis teruk gila. Memang mcm orang gila . Dia pun terkejut . Aku tak tahu kenapa aku cari dia . But then , aku rasa comfort :') Dia mcm orang gila cari tisu . Kesian dia . He cared for me . I absolutely trust him . But now ,.. everything , mcm hilang . Macam kena makan dengan anjing (asal aku kata anjing ? ==' pelik ) Aku tak pernah lupa apa dia cakap

AS : I terkejut tengok you nangis

ME : I pun . Sedih and thanks

AS : I rasa you mcm adik I . Nak peluk biar hilang sedih

Maybe , korang fikir lain (MAYBE) but then , aku rasa apa yang keluar dari mulut dia sangat sincere . He meant what he said . Dia memang treat aku mcm adik dia . He was well , the kind of brother that I would like to have ( aku takde abang . HARAP MAKLUM )

I miss all the moments . Every piece of it :)

Arif Syazwan .

Thanks for everything

My soul

I'm afraid to be left alone AGAIN